Sunday, March 18, 2018


Daily Draw: Victorian Fairy Tarot ~ Page of Spring/Wands

Lovely and unworried, the page is still living behind the white picket fence. Protected by youthfulness from the realities of life on the other side. Good for her, children shouldn't have to worry about bullets and booze, broken homes and parents with dementia and pedophiles.

I'm reminded by this card I wish this for all children. Would that it were possible in any and every world.

Saturday, March 17, 2018


Daily Draw: Oracle of the Radiant Sun ~ Versatility

Sun in Gemini in the 3rd house
Fortune Flexibility Mental Awareness

70% of lottery winners are bankrupt within five years.
Rich people go bankrupt too, our president a shining example.
Members of my own family have declared bankruptcy.

I saw this card and was happy. Started writing a happy post. But here I am again, seeing the dark side, worried.
We don't buy tickets but a fun mental game is "what would we do if won some kind of 100,000 windfall"? I'm guessing everyone does this once in a while, usually dreaming of what wonderful things they could do for their extended families. (#2 don't do on the bankrupt lottery winner list)

My first though is carefully take out all out all my new windows and wood stove and raze this house to the ground and build a smaller one level. My logical mind says why not buy a new house? People. Money. Yipes.

Friday, March 16, 2018


Daily Draw: Oracle of the Radiant Moon ~ Choice

Action Justice Beauty

How much and how often are we swayed by peers or media?
I'm thinking I would be embarrassed if it could be measured out in percentages.

This card reminds me of the the BookBub list each morning.

“Darkly humorous” A delicious slice of undead Americana”
" thrilling postapocalyptic read"
 “Funny, sad, and utterly believable”
"blistering send-up of lifestyle blogs"
“A masterfully told story”
“Engrossing… A page-turner”
“refreshing” and “instructive”
"Totally unputdownable… watch out for the twist!”

Are we already leaning or easily swayable by every little nit that comes along?
I wouldn't look up any of these topics on my own. Lincoln, 'Nam, hot pots, zombies, liars, altruism
but the flow of  exaggerated hyperbole is nearly irresistible. I feel swayed just writing them down.

Thursday, March 15, 2018

Healthy or Poisoned

Daily Draw: Oracle of the Radiant Sun ~ Egotism

Action Creative Self Expression

I'm thinking of Stephen Hawking today, his life path and choices compared to other influential men.

In all truth there is no comparison to be made, one person to another. Every step and decision we make marks and deepens our unique path. And how the difference in a healthy ego and a poisoned ego can touch the lives of so many of us.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018


Daily Draw: Oracle of the Radiant Sun ~ Extremism

Mercury in Scorpio in the 8th house
Change Self-Control Regeneration

What do you suppose that burning paper is about?
Right to vote?
Divorce decree?
Her mother's favorite recipe?
The deed to the land is in her name?
Gun control?
Right to control her own body?

I'm reminded by this card what seemed radical yesterday is tomorrow's yawn.

Tuesday, March 13, 2018


Daily Draw: Oracle of the Radiant Sun ~ Practicality

Moon in Capricorn in the 10th house
Security Duty Perseverance

I'm everything this card represents, to the point of nausea.
For all the good and bad things this personality requires me to plow through to the finish, the reverse is also true. To myself I act out, complain in a really whiny voice, shout "I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired".

I'm reminded by this card the same thing is true of everyone I know. As a whole I'm sick and tired of the human race, but we go on, working playing loving honoring, cloaked as classic humanoids.

Humanoid is not a bad choice considering the options available.

Monday, March 12, 2018

My Block, Knocked Off

Daily Draw: Oracle of the Radiant Sun ~ Detachment

Venus in Aquarius in the 11th House
Love Principles Humanity

This detached head with the river of life  going by  pretty much nails my interaction with the real world.

If I'm detached, consolation is the knowledge the world has restarted at least six times after natural events have wiped out life. The current gnats will be gone soon and who will even care.

If my heart is torn on a personal level I detach, don't think or speak of the wound until heart and mind can find a common space to cope. Often, years later.

If everyone but me has been invited to the birthday party, I can grin and bear it. There are better worlds than this.

Sunday, March 11, 2018

The Things I Do

Daily Draw: Oracle of the Radiant Sun ~ Convention

Venus in Capricorn in the 10th House
 Love Duty Perseverance

According to the book author, this card/house is me. I wish I knew astrology. Or I wish I'd picked astrology rather than tarot as my 'learn something new' subject back in 2006, when my brain still worked.

Astrology is far more conventional and acceptable to the general public. This is everything I know on the subject. But for all the author good vibes, I look at this card and see a building sinking, a strange wind blowing, a pouting child, packages left unwrapped, and flora and fauna from a different world than mine.

I'm reminded by this card, nothing is ever what it seems on the surface. And being conventional is productive but boring.

Saturday, March 10, 2018

Still Waters

Daily Draw: Tarot of the Spirit ~ 8 of Cups/Water

"Still waters run deep." Pamela Eakins

As a kid I was the shyest person I've ever met. People would comment because I'd do everything I could not to speak to someone.
Maybe that is where my root aversion to talking on the phone comes from. Mother would say 'still waters run deep' with a raised eyebrow if anyone commented.

I thought she meant I was really smart. A busy busy mind. My first laugh of the day. I'm reminded by this card sometimes we do need to step back from the world, but to withdraw completely is a waste of a good life.

Friday, March 9, 2018


Daily Draw: Tarot of the Spirit ~ 8 of Coins/Earth

This card reminds me of when a hunt comes together.
I've been looking for a Hultgren square in a square ruler for years.
Eyes of the Dragon, Salem's Lot, Rose Madder on CD
The Long Patrol on CD.  (all in my bottom feeder price range)

Someone to show me how to load a MP3 book onto the player.

If that is all there is and all related to my eye changes, I'm living a pretty nice 3 of Coins life. And I'm well aware it.