Winston Churchill's black dog of depression and desperation is paying a call again. Interesting it would come up after Clara's card yesterday.
I'm reminded by this card of several times in my life I've been suicidal. Sometimes just hanging on will eventually get one through because life has peaks in addition to valleys. Sometimes one has to ask for help, which I finally did, and a miracle occurred. I can only see it in hindsight because it certainly wasn't overnight...but if I hadn't finally asked for help I doubt I'd be here today. Saying life is good.
"If you look for truth, you may find comfort in the end; if you look for comfort you will not get comfort or truth, only wishful thinking to begin, and in the end, despair." ~ C.S. Lewis 1898-1963
The deck this week is the Golden Tarot published by U.S. Games Systems 2003. Gilded deck and small 198 page book by Kat Black. Well done collage work based on art from Middle Ages and early Renaissance.