Is he homesick and can't wait to get back inside, or sick of home and getting ready to leave the paddock? Is he waiting for someone to come back, or go?
I'm reminded by this card gates and doors go both ways. I often feel I'm on the outside looking in while I wait for the cancer to return or that magic five year mark. I often feel I'm on the inside wanting out when I look at the glacial movement toward my goals.
But I feel...and there is life and hope.
"because the past was always around her and might return at any time. It prowled the world searching for her, and she knew it was growing angrier at every passing day." ~ Nicholas Sparks, Safe Haven
Tarot opened previously closed doors to my own heart with it's merciless quest for the truth, nothing but the truth. They flay the soul and make me say thank you afterward. Each hour spent with my cards is a new lesson to be learned. Viva la Journey.