From the book: "I stand outside myself and objectively observe my life in order to decide whether this is what I want to be." As Billy Crystal says in Analyze This, "It's a process".
If I dropped dead this morning I could say yes. If I live another thirty years, an unequivocal absolutely not. I push myself in a number of different ways each day, to grow, to be more, to rise above who I was the day before. In hindsight I can see changes that stun me in their depth. Sitting here I still feel like the world's biggest rube.
"Get the habit of analysis; analysis will in time enable synthesis to become your habit of mind." ~ Frank lloyd Wright 1867-1959
Tarot opened previously closed doors to my own heart with it's merciless quest for the truth, nothing but the truth. They flay the soul and make me say thank you afterward. Each hour spent with my cards is a new lesson to be learned. Viva la Journey.
If I'm missing never fear, I'm next door working on my project