Daily Draw: Grand Etteilla Tarot ~ Emperor
Pondering this card titled Secrets and Truths I've come to the conclusion I don't have any secrets. This is quite a powerful conclusion, because most secrets that need or wish to be kept aren't good ones. They are the rancid ones that like a velvet mouse, feed on the mind and heart and emotions.
I'm reminded by this card maybe I do have one rancid little secret. Deep in the darkest blackest part of my heart I worry the stress I'm under will make the rogue cancer cells in my own body thrive and begin to spiculate again. Well, now it isn't a secret, but just rotten petty words exposed to the air to wither and die like they deserve.
"that's the secret to life, replace one worry with another..." ~ Charles Schultz 1922-2000, via Charlie Brown
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