Love and hate. Peace and war. I've only hated two people in my lifetime, one of them passed me at the post office last week and said 'hello friend'. I thought to myself, if I'm your friend I hope you have a passel of bodyguards against all your enemies, you are in trouble bud.
I'm reminded by this card, perhaps, 22 years later he thinks it is all water under the bridge. I'd like to see him under the bridge. I've let a million things go, we have to or we'd blow up, but not that. He harmed my Rob and that, in my book is an unwashable stain he'll never get off.
"You can clean your sword as much as you want but the blood still stains it." ~ Matsuro Emoto 1943-
Tarot opened previously closed doors to my own heart with it's merciless quest for the truth, nothing but the truth. They flay the soul and make me say thank you afterward. Each hour spent with my cards is a new lesson to be learned. Viva la Journey.