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Saturday, February 28, 2015

The Dress

Daily Draw: Thoth Tarot ~ The Aeon

This card isn't the christianized Judgement card of the Rider-Waite card reader, but goes far beyond, when we learn something that deeply changes our perception.  Everywhere we stopped yesterday someone would hold up their phone and ask excitedly "what color is this dress?" I can see why it has become a sensation, because it makes us wonder what else do/did we see wrong or reversed or at odds with the world; while we trod along through life secure in the knowledge we are right and They are misguided idiots.

I'm reminded by this card what an amazing yank this exercise has been to those who stopped to think on it, to those of us that clearly saw white and gold, who would have been unshakable in that perception. What will surprise us today if we are open minded?

"Every man feels that perception gives him an invincible belief of the existence of that which he perceives; and that this belief is not the effect of reasoning, but the immediate consequence of perception." ~ Thomas Reid 1710-1796

Friday, February 27, 2015

They Can't Help Cowering

Daily Draw: Thoth Tarot ~ 7 of Swords

Futility of resistance, disorder and opposition. Discouragement.

I had a mammogram a few days ago. The radiologist called me yesterday and wanted me to come back in today for another, when he could be there to talk to me. That can't be good can it?
We are on the road honeymooning, so he settled for an 8:30 Tuesday meeting. Stubby and stretch are cowering...

"After all, if you do not resist the apparently inevitable, you will never know how inevitable the inevitable was." ~ Terry Eagleton 1942-


Thursday, February 26, 2015

FitBit

Daily Draw: Thoth Tarot ~ 10 of Coins

Everything on this card relates to Mercury. Why is over my head. But at the understandable base is wealth. Considerably more than needs require wealth. Which must be minded and monitored lest it disappear.

I'm reminded by this card the word wealth as related to tarot is a enormous umbrella covering our day to day work, rest, and health. Why is it that much of this is ill considered and squandered? We often work too hard, rest too little, only consider our bodies when we get the inevitable wake up call.

"Like a shadow, my FitBit is always on me." ~ Kristi Lundeen-Miller

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Shall or Shant?

Daily Draw: Thoth Tarot ~ Strength/Lust

This card is based on the Apocalypse of St. John and Revelations and as such includes just about everything except the proverbial kitchen sink.

I'm reminded by this card, today I'm allowed or directed to be boisterous. Shall I or shan't I?
Oddly enough, shant was first known in the 1600's, was a fairly popular word from the late 1930's to early 1950's. It's current popular usage is as a descriptor for an explosive bowel movement. Which brings us right back to Revelations.

"a lot of people are making a living—they've been making a living for 2,000 years—preaching that we're in the last days." ~ Charles M. Schulz 1922-2000  Charles M. Schulz: Conversations

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Princess

Daily Draw: Thoth Tarot ~ Princess of Wands


Monday, February 23, 2015

Takes A Village

Daily Draw: Thoth Tarot ~ 3 of Cups

This card speaks of Persephone, Demeter, and Hades; the four months underworld and the return, accompanied by fertile spring. This Friday will mark five years of my own time in my own equivalent of a black underworld with fallow springs. I was no doubt close to the edge and only needed tipped to fall into the abyss of depression and it just happened the day of our 40th anniversary I got that push. Which sent me into a year of black rage. The second year I worked my way out of that rage, but into breast cancer, and yadayada through the rest of the hits that followed.

All that said, the upcoming anniversary is what triggered the (shocked) reminder of how long I've struggled with what some professionals label mental illness. In the last four months I have registered some improvement so perhaps what was once a 10 is now a 7. In this breaking spring, I too hope to realize fresh strong tendrils pulling me out of that black place and into the understanding arms of Persephone and Demeter. Bring it on...

"Demeter was the only one of the Greek goddesses who could truly empathize with the human experience of suffering and grief, having experienced it fully herself." ~

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Creative Fire

Daily Draw: Thoth Tarot ~ Ace of Wands

Wow. Look at that energy, the root energy of the rest of the deck. The Crown or Kether of the carved Tree of Life.

I'm reminded by this card of natural force energy versus ordered procedures. I can do as I'm instructed, it is part of life, but left to my own devices on a subject or task my first steps might appear wildly impractical, radically opposite, hopelessly entangled. But the end result will always stand out from those arrived at in an orderly manner. Not better...but certainly not pack think.

"The web of domination has become the web of Reason itself, and this society is fatally entangled in it." ~  Herbert Marcuse 1898-1979

Saturday, February 21, 2015

The Last Five Houses

Gong Hee Fot Choy + Tokai-53's/Hiroshige

Saturday Wish: Find new oracles, I think I have all the interesting ones already

House of Callers: King of Diamonds
Legal papers. A doctor or lawyer involved.

House of Gratitude: Jack of Spades
Compass thoughts: Trusted someone untrustworthy, or billing misunderstanding.

House of Inquirer: 10 of Spades
Sun. Real estate sells. (we will be putting our farm up for sale in a month or so)

House of Luck: King of Clubs
Vocation. Good luck rides with whatever the current project is.

House of Sun: Jack of Hearts
Popularity. Bright lights and sunshine (hopefully our honeymoon trip next week!)

 "The desire to know the future gnaws at our bones." ~  Pamela Freeman   Blood Ties

It has been fun learning this system, and doing fortune telling for a change of pace. I will check back to these cards occasionally and see how I fare. Several have come true already.



Friday, February 20, 2015

Smooth Sailing

Gong Hee Fot Choy + Tokai-53's/Hiroshige

Friday Wish: Smooth Sailing

House of Death: 10 of Diamonds
Money. Saved the expense of caring for someone. (kind of rude putting it so, but it was very expensive having mother here)

House of Undertaking: Ace of Diamonds
New undertaking. New will prosper, present work will be successful. (I really am getting geared up to do something  new)

House of Achievements: 10 of Clubs
Journey. Success in public writing. (Blog? I write it just for me, even so Quirkeries has had a quarter million visitors)

House of Inheritance: 8 of Clubs
Achievement. Bonus or shares. (I think TSCO is close to stock split again)

"Have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it." ~ Salvador Dalí 1904-1989


Thursday, February 19, 2015

The Year Of The Sheep ~ 4713

Gong Hee Fot Choy + Tokai-53's/Hiroshige

Thursday Wish: A better handle on grief

House of Seasons: 9 of Hearts
The wish. Takes time to actualize

House of Friends: Queen of Diamonds
Seasons. A wealthy friend who provides good advice and benefits (((Theresa)))

House of Gifts: Ace of Spades
Death. Short speak? Regifting (yes, I've done it)

House of Letters: 9 of Spades
Disappointment. Lost mail, or not hearing. (Kreth's family didn't tell me when she died)

House of Trouble: Queen of Hearts
Friends. Will aid a friend in trouble.

"I will not say, do not weep, for not all tears are an evil." ~ J.R.R. Tolkien 1892-1973

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Always Remember

Gong Hee Fot Choy + Tokai-53's/Hiroshige

Wednesday Wish: Always remember I have everything I need. What I want, well...

House of Messages: 8 of Spades
Trouble. lost message, using messages to find something, delayed messages (reservation snafu for anniversary, easy fix)

House of Relatives: 10 of Hearts
Marriage or union. Family or close friend marries

House of Health: 8 of Hearts
Happiness. Good health news, concentrate on going forward (breast cancer 3.5 years clear, lung cancer 1.5 years clear. (Sewvivor!)

House of Money: 7 of Hearts
Health. Condition has something to do with lost money. (My health insurance in retirement is $750 a month. Before ObamaCare it would have been closer to 2K)

House of Seasons: Seven of Spades
Health. A change of environment will help.

"Happiness in this world, when it comes , comes incidentally. If persued it leads us on a wild goose chase and is never attained." ~  Nathaniel Hawthorne 1804-1864  October 22, 1852 journal entry 

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

It's Complicated

Gong Hee Fot Choy + Tokai-53's/Hiroshige

Tuesday Wish: No complicated entanglements

House of Papers: 9 of Diamonds
Surprises. subpoena, legal papers, jury duty, or position offered in office work.

House of Vocation: Jack of Clubs
Relatives. Work with family, do something for, or they will do for me.

House of Marriage: 8 of Diamonds
Inheritance. probably jewelry or money. (bring it on!)

House of Happiness: Ace of Hearts
Home. Happiness comes via a good home and thrifty mate. (already came true)

House of Enjoyment: Queen of Clubs
The Inquirer in all houses. She makes many invitations, welcomes visitors. (I've just been thinking about asking my neighbor if she'd like to go somewhere this spring, her husband would be happy never leaving Kalama at all)

"The quiet and solitary man apprehends the inscrutable. He seeks nothing, holds to the mean, and remains free from entanglements." ~ I Ching Hexagram 10-2

Monday, February 16, 2015

Monday Wish: Respect

Gong Hee Fot Choy + Tokai-53's/Hiroshige

Monday Wish: So many Courts...Respect

House of Surprises: Queen of Spades
Gratitude. Someone I helped will be ungrateful. (no surprises there!)
House of Popularity: King of Spades
Callers. A braggart will ask for a loan, possibly someone famous will call.
House of Abode: 7 of Clubs
Message. Shout out re: famous caller, Motels in near future (at least 2 at Feb. end)
House of Journey: King of Hearts
Enjoyment. Nice people will visit, very enjoyable

"There was no respect for youth when I was young, and now that I am old, there is no respect for age - I missed it coming and going." ~ John Boynton Priestly 1894-1984

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Magpie Gratification




Gong Hee Fot Choy + Tokai-53's/Hiroshige

Sunday Wish: Magpie Gratification
Drawn:
House of Compass: Ace Clubs
Gift. Someone is planning a gift, hold thought in mind of what I'd like (more wrist bling, as a sunflower of health)
House of Wishes: 9 of Clubs
Luck.Wishes are determined by luck. Club card indicates sooner rather than later. (probate frees inheritance?)
House of Success: 7 of Diamonds
Success. Will succeed beyond wildest imagination as it pertains to money only. (can't wait!)
House of Moon: Jack of Diamonds
Letters.The good news will come in written mode. (Standing at PO box as we speak, taps foot)

"I have a magpie mind. I like anything that glitters." ~ Lord Thomson of Fleet 1894-1976

As usual, jumping in without a clue, to celebrate Chinese New Year, this week I'm using the book Gong Hee Fot Choy Tells Your Fortune by Margarete Ward, soft cover 80 pages plus playing board, published by Celestial Arts 1982. Combined with my only deck of playing cards, the Tokai-Do 53, less 2-6 + four added, Houses of Compass, Moon, Seasons, Sun. Landscape paintings of 53 train stations between Tokyo and Kyoto by Hiroshige Ando 1797-1858

Saturday, February 14, 2015

Begin

Daily Draw: EartHeart Wisdom + Myth Magic Deck ~ Begin

Like the chicken and the egg query, is the fresh growth mostly digging into the earth for nutrients and stability, or do the roots only serve to promote the bud to the light.

I'm reminded by this card to begin anything new I need a stable base, otherwise I'd just tip over, overwhelmed.

There is stability in walking an uncertain path, because you never allow yourself to be misled by what you think you know." ~ A.J. Darkholme   Rise of the Morningstar

Friday, February 13, 2015

Explore

Daily Draw: EartHeart Wisdom + Myth Magic Cards ~ Explore

Can I say again how wonderful it is to be retired?
And how much paperwork there is to get retired?
And how important it is to pound pennies down rat holes long before?

All that in aid of saying one of the things we have time to do for the first time in our lives is Explore. Together. Wow. What a concept. Our 45th anniversary is the 27th. The first thing we are going to do is visit our friend Elle, but from there? We have so many choices! The roads go so many directions! And we have TIME! I'm reminded by this card of this post, sometimes the journey is only part of the point of going...

"Rest is not idleness, and to lie sometimes on the grass under trees on a summer's day, listening to the murmur of the water, or watching the clouds float across the sky, is by no means a waste of time." ~ J. Lubbock 1834-1913

Thursday, February 12, 2015

Compassion

Daily Draw: EartHeart Wisdom + Myth Magic ~ Compassion

Like Artemis, Kuan Yin chose her path rather than  have a mission or life thrust upon her. She chose to work toward a goal of peace, also declining the further step to Buddha, remaining a Bodhisattva, immortal, seeker of wisdom on her own path.

I wonder as I travel my own path of becoming if I will ever achieve true compassion, for those political and religious world leaders who fan the flames for their own greed, who feed their children to the war machine generation after generation.  I'm reminded by this card, umm, I don't think so. Nope. Won't happen. Best I can promise is to be pleasant to those I meet today. People are pretty fun one to one, if you take a minute to engage them on that level.

"Long life, Beauty, Happiness, Status, is welcome, agreeable, pleasant, and hard to obtain in the world.
...Now, I tell you, these... things are not to be obtained by reason of prayers or wishes. If they were to be obtained by reason of prayers or wishes, who here would lack them? It's not fitting for the disciple of the noble ones who desires long life to pray for it or to delight in doing so. Instead, the disciple of the noble ones who desires long life should follow the path of practice leading to long life. In so doing, he will attain long life..." ~ Gautama Buddha 480 BCE - 400 BCE  Ittha Sutta, AN 5.43

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Essence

Daily Draw: EartHeart Wisdom and Myth  Magic Cards ~ Essence

Let your true self be a gift to you and a gift back to the universe.
I don't know anyone who doesn't admire Mother Teresa. But given the opportunity would we follow in her footsteps? Are we willing to make the opportunity? Because I doubt her calling came to her, she saw the need and went to it.

I'm reminded by this card very few of us are willing to devote 24/7 effort to a cause that is beyond our own doorstep. And Mother Teresa was often cranky and crotchety and I bet she didn't brook much nonsense from her charges. We need to seek the middle ground and do what we can with what we've got.

"Ask not 'How many good things have you done in your life?' rather ask, 'How much love did you put into what you did?” ~ Mother Teresa 1910-1997

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Sigh

Daily Draw: EartHeart Wisdom + Myth & Magic Cards ~ Sigh

The songs that weave in and out of the trees.

We live on a knob 940 feet above sea level. We get wind, which often does more than sigh. I'm reminded by this card of the night wind in the forest of Douglas Fir on our property and the story of Heidi, who was first tormented by the noise, then came to to be comforted by it. Home has many sounds, the sighs and shrieks of wind in trees but one.

"Alone with myself
The trees bend to caress me
The shade hugs my heart" ~ Candy Polgar   Council of Entwives

Monday, February 9, 2015

Illumination

Daily Draw: EartHeart Wisdom + Myth & Magic Cards ~ Illumination

Even people who say they abhor nature, give me city, teeming city, all city all the time, are still gifted and embraced by her. They can't not see Sun and Moon, rain washes the hard surfaces, nature's trees keep the air breathable in spite of their efforts otherwise.

I'm reminded by this card we all live on the same planet, what I do and what you do and what they do all leave its mark, we all enjoy the option of her bounty.

"I only went out for a walk and finally concluded to stay out till sundown, for going out, I found, was really going in." ~ John Muir 1838–1914

Sunday, February 8, 2015

Tempering

Daily Draw: EartHeart Wisdom + Myth and Magic Cards ~ Alchemy

The tempering of our internal metal and mettle begins at birth.

I'm reminded by this card metal can be bent and broken, mettle can turn to spinelessness. As an adult I have options every day to confirm or deny or redesign the real me.

"Tender-handed stroke a nettle,
And it stings you for your pains;
Grasp it like a man of mettle,
And it soft as silk remains." ~ Aaron Hill 1685-1750

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Heavy Lifting

Eartheart Wisdom + Magic and Myth Cards ~ Strength

All my decks, both the keepers and the long goners have been used here on Quirkeries. The Tao Oracle being the exception until a few weeks ago; it was my personal meditation deck for many years, always on the big roll top desk upstairs where I practice my Spencerian script and write letters, real letters.

I don't know what made me decide to use it here, to expose it, and me even more than usual... but I did. And I'm still thinking on Too Much of Not Enough.  The Tao Oracle is gorgeous, and every single hexagram worth deep consideration, but it is also a harsh taskmaster, and for someone like me those hexagrams can tip to a darker place where there is no mercy or light.

So in consideration of my 2015 words of choice, Recognition and Reconciliation I am retiring the Tao as my desk deck and replacing it with the brighter affirmation art of Colorado artist Sue Lion to bring more light and lift into my life. Can't hurt...
Eartheart Wisdom and Magic & Myth, 30 cards each, which I've combined into one deck. Strength indeed...we need to do some of the heavy lifting to get to the light, I think these decks will help. Thank you Sue.

Friday, February 6, 2015

Tearjerker

Daily Draw: Enchanted Tarot ~ King of Cups/Hearts

I like to think I'm always in the King of Hearts mode. In control of my emotions. It used to be true.

I'm reminded by this card we watched the Ice Age cartoon movies this week and twice I had to snuffle into a Kleenex. When did this wimp take over my body?

"Writing does not resurrect. It buries." ~ John Green 1977-  The Fault in Our Stars

Thursday, February 5, 2015

Civility

Daily Draw: Enchanted Tarot ~ 5 of Wands

Arguments. Hate 'em. Unlike classroom debates where each side goes at it from an intellectual point of view, arguments have triggers, hot spots, mad before I even get started points.

I'm reminded by this card of Facebook. I was late to the party so what seems radically uncivil to me seems everyday behavior to others. If my friends and I were  in a room together, we'd never flash placards about our religion or politics. We are too well mannered.
I don't make friend requests and there isn't a single person that I've approved a friend request from that I haven't known more than ten years, some as many as fifty. Only three or four are still in my feed. Seeing the religious and political signs they put up radically changed how I perceive them.
I knew before what their religious feelings were and which parties they supported, what I can't get past now is the in your face incivility of people I thought a lot better of. I use facebook for the quilting,.. and my blog for opinions. It has never been written for anyone but me.

"The veneer of civilization is exceedingly thin." ~ Karin Tansek

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Pepto-Bismol

Daily Draw: Enchanted Tarot ~ 6 of Wands

This card is strikingly close to the color of Pepto-Bismol.

I'm alive. I can live with that.

"Refuse to be ill. Never tell people you are ill; never own it to yourself. Illness is one of those things which a man should resist on principle." ~ Edward George Bulwer-Lytton 1803-1872

"I reckon being ill as one of the great pleasures of life, provided one is not too ill and is not obliged to work till one is better." ~ Samuel Butler 1835-1902  Way of the Flesh

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Goodnight

Daily Draw: Enchanted Tarot ~ Chariot

I'm to remain single minded single focused today. Concentrate on the goal and let nothing dissuade me.

I'm reminded by this card the first Tuesday is always a mom day but not today, I have the flu. Normally I'd be in the Pacifica galloping toward town by now.  Already worrying. Already tensed up. Maybe I'll lay down and a fresh idea will approach my mind rather than me going to it. Sometimes that is when the best ideas arrive, when least expected...goodnight.

"Asking where memory is "located" in the brain is like asking where running is located in the body." ~ Dr. Ian Neath

Monday, February 2, 2015

Sin Eater

Daily Draw: Enchanted Tarot ~ Moon

The Moon sheds a tear because she and Night are blamed for much.
The child sheds a tear because she can only see the moat and raised drawbridge, and not the hill which provides easy access.

I'm reminded by this card life is often murky and ill lit, but perhaps it is because we hide from clarity that which we don't wish to claim. Leave it for the sin eater, not my problem. But like a black and white photo, Moon exposes as much as it hides, clarity is there if we look.

"When you photograph people in color, you photograph their clothes. But when you photograph people in Black and white, you photograph their souls." ~ Ted Grant 1913-2006

Sunday, February 1, 2015

Clean Slate

Daily Draw: Enchanted Tarot ~ 5 of Swords

We watched Foyle's War DVD Russian House episode last night. Russian POW's who had fought for the Germans were being shipped back to Russia. Where word was, the returnees were being immediately executed. One chose to step off a bridge instead, there where it was peaceful, beautiful, and he had a choice.

This card reminds me, even though I'm no longer in that deepest darkest place, I thought the scene was absolutely pure; had I been beside him I would have jumped too, just for the joy of the fall. 5's are about evolution. Each day we have an opportunity to chose. Today I choose the light.

"Break clear away, once in awhile, and climb a mountain or spend a week in the woods. Wash your spirit clean" ~ John Muir 1838-1914

Enchanted Tarot, Published Eddison Sadd for St. Martin's Press 1990.
Art by Amy Zerner, Monte Farber There are a lot of good tarot books but this 184 page hardcover book is one of my favorites, each card is presented in full color full page. Opposite page gives the Dream (general card guide), the Awakening (potential meanings), and the Enchantment (exercise) Suits are given as Wands, Swords, Hearts, Pentacles.