Daily Draw: Haindl Tarot ~ Ace of Wands
I'm seeing this card on it's side today, neither reversed nor upright.
I'm just mentally neutral and it isn't a pleasant place to be. And it isn't such a terrible place to be. Just neutral.
I'm reminded by this card of the constant screaming thrashing nightmares since I started a new med. The waking results are wonderful, but I've come to the conclusion the sleeping results don't balance the good. Now the nightmares are gone but so is the joy. Not good not bad, neutral. So be it.
"Nature is neutral." ~ Adlai E. Stevenson 1900-1965