Friday, January 26, 2018

Beginagain

Daily Draw: Greenwood Tarot ~ 7 of Coins/Stones

This card touches me on both spiritual and physical levels. If I walk through my days fast enough I can believe I'm not broken anywhere, healing has been and all is well and well and well.

With Reality as my 2018 word, as January has marched on I recognize I'm not healed, not in any way that matters. Going even faster in ignore mode is not a route I care to follow.

Imbolc is soon here, I have a small plan, baby steps, beginagain. I have no right to blame my own mind and body for pain, when mind and body are distanced, hiding in the trees and stars, don't touch her, she isn't right, pretending to be looking on. Got some laggards there, time to get all my parts in unified motion. If not now, when?