Wednesday, January 16, 2019

Slow Process, Death

Brady Tarot ~ 3 of Swords/Arrows

Scrub Jays again. Who are called and gather to peep and  screech at the body of a companion. (UC Davis study) This surprises me as they hold a wide territory as a pair. Maybe not as wide as I've been led to believe by other sources.

Grief, mourning, acknowledgement, acceptance. Mother has been gone four years next month. I am only now truly getting past the horror that was her gripped in dementia. Maybe because just this month we are tearing out the resulting damage from her time here. Carpet has been replaced, her bathroom is gutted.

Mother going. My mom coming back. That woman I can grieve. A slow process, death. 

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