Monday, July 26, 2021

Teeter-Totter Life

 Children of Litha Tarot ~ 4 of Cups

I've spent the last six months turning over rocks. Beginning the process of exposing to daylight the things I've avoided thinking about for years, even most of my lifetime.

Facing head on, analyzing, disconnecting from the pain, power, disappointment. Or overweening pride, seems to be a lot of that lurking about too. 

The 4 of Cups reminds me I can go too far with my efforts to disconnect, in fact it is one of my personality faults, to get to the point of placing things under X-ray thinking, then over thinking, then destroying or burying. I'd like to be compassionate with myself, recognize I've had an interesting life...but I can't carry it all. Draining my cups full of indecision and second thoughts and what ifs is a good thing. A rebalancing of life's teeter-totter.

1 comment:

  1. For me, intellectual analysis keeps me from my feelings (as opposed to my mental stories). Sometimes I have to just put a hand on my heart and tell myself, "I'm here and present for you."

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